When my eyes had been so red,
I'd been mistaken for dead
Sometimes stress gets the better of me. I'm fine all day, but I usually lose this battle late at night, between 3:30am - 4am, when the world is asleep. This is when I find myself crying in the bathroom. Oh, did I wake you? Sorry about that.
I want to sleep, but just as I just lay my head down, I start to think. What do I need to do? How am I going to get this done? Then suddenly, I'm awake. Then, the panic. Oh the panic. The thought that I may never sleep again. I start to freak.
Eh, enough with the blah blah blah. Here's a secret: this is one of my most favorite songs ever. Listening to it always makes me smile. Always.
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I want to sleep, but just as I just lay my head down, I start to think. What do I need to do? How am I going to get this done? Then suddenly, I'm awake. Then, the panic. Oh the panic. The thought that I may never sleep again. I start to freak.
Eh, enough with the blah blah blah. Here's a secret: this is one of my most favorite songs ever. Listening to it always makes me smile. Always.
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7 Comments:
Here I am, up at 3:22am, not crying, but coughing. Hang in there.
Ya know, 4 am your time would be 7 am here. Give me a call next time and I'll cheer you up!
i'm sorry. is there anything worse than insomnia coupled with an anxiety attack?
I agree with mipmup.
And I hadn't heard that song before, but it is very relaxing. :)
you just brought me back hearing that depeche mode song! -- you know, i suppose i should buy the cd's --(haha) all my depeche mode music are on records (probably warping somewhere in my parents' house).
If it helps, you weren't alone this week. One day it was an accident with the kid and another day it was a wrong number, at 3:30 am. Ugh! Soothing music always helps me.
That video has practically nothing to do with what I think about when I hear that song.
I think i'll pretend I never saw taht video haha. Song is too good.
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